Current mood:	nauseated
Current music:	Tristeza - Panic Power

it's too early to have a reason to sleep
I am quitting my job and the closer I come to my last day, the more upset I become about it. Although it's probably not the most convenient thing for me to being doing right now, going to work was almost an escape because no one really knew me there so I could come across any way I wanted. Hopefully I will be able to stay in contact with the four people I actually like there.

I have decided to step away from boys for awhile. I tried, it does not seem to be working out on all sorts of levels so there must be a reason for it. On the other hand, I have decided to put some real effort into seeing some of my friends I don't talk to as often.

Prom is this coming saturday and although I am just going with a friend, I am looking forward to an amazing time. Tons of pictures will follow.



The only worthwhile thing I seem to do anymore is read, and "Welcome to the Monkey House" by Kurt Vonnegut is just what I need.